Back and rearing for more, I kick off my Deviants for 2007 with this lucky fellow here
Deviant#15!

Thanks to his fangirl-friend Atpeace, I was pointed towards this Nz based deviant, a small gallery, but plenty of potential.

Mmmmm..... nebulicious.
The thing that impresses me about this piece is the fact no brushes were harmed in the making of it.
And if fractals aren't your thing, check out some of his amazing scenery.

Check back next week for Deviant #16. And remember, if you think someone deserves to be up here, then send a note or leave me a comment pointing me their way.

So, tonight's journal comes with a nice mix of good and bad tidings. Let's start with the positive, shall we?
I'm looking for someone who can help me out with a project I'm working on at the moment, a digital manga called Flow. I can draw it and I can write it, but my digital colouring skills are cringe worthy unless I have feckloads of time to work on it.
So I'm looking for someone who is PS, Corel, Fireworks (whatever-program-you-use) competent and wants to take my lineart and make it pretty. Heck, you don't even need to do all of it, I'd love to share it around various artists, make it a big ol' collaborative effort.
Lemme know if you're interested and I'll throw some more information your way.

That's the happy news out of the way, here comes the part where I switch into emo-mode. You don't have to read this part if you don't want to, but I just need to vent and this seems as good a place as any.
I have a serious LSD problem.
Although this isn't a Timothy Leary type thing, no hallucinogens involved, LSD is my personal acronym for Lonely, Single and Desperate.
I'm sick to fucking death of the Wairarapa. Conservative, redneck, bigoted hole that it is. On Little Britain it's funny to be the only gay in the village, in the real world it's horrible. It wouldn't be so bad if I had someone who I could share my problems with, that special person who makes you feel like you matter in the world, who makes you feel safe and who you just fit with. But no, all the other gays my age for miles are either taken, jerks or incredibly creepy. It's depressing.
Everywhere I turn my friends are falling in love and finding that person who just makes their world light up. And I envy that. I feel like a bastard for it, because I don't want to be envious of them for finding happiness, and I don't begrudge it of them. But just for once, would it be so much for me to ask for have the same? I see them holding hands, I see them kissing, I hear them cutesy talking and see them lost in each others eyes. And I'm here on the outside looking in. Sometimes it's enough to make me cry. I'm so tired of being the third wheel and the pity-case single friend.
It's one thing to still be a virgin at 17, and aside from the odd moment of sexual frustration when I would give my right arm for a good fuck, but to have never been in any semblance of a relationship even approaching two way romance, not even one of those two minute "will you be my boyfwend?" playing house pieces of saccharine crap that six year olds seem to enjoy so much. I'm an outsider here. A stupid faggoty outsider.
And if that's not enough I have every dumbassed little shiftfucker who thinks that my sexuality is some kind of novelty just for their entertainment. NEWSFLASH, CRETINS! I AM NOT HERE JUST SO THAT YOU CAN DEGRADE ME IN SOME KIND OF HALFASSED ATTEMPT TO PROVE TO YOUR EQUALLY MORONIC FRIENDS HOW MUCH OF A MAN YOU ARE AND TO GIVE YOUR INSECURE MASCULINITY A FUCKING EGOBOOST! THE NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO SAY SOMETHING WITTY ABOUT MY SEXLIFE, DO THE WORLD A FAVOUR AND GO DO CYANIDE SHOTS INSTEAD.
Also Zee, I love you so much. You make the fuckwits bearable, little wildcat that you are.
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I swear, I am out of this dead-end town the first chance I get.

Stuffs for Moi --->
Pictures I should probably get down on paper.
Butterfly
FMA 'fanart'
UIU fanart
My Venus
Missing you
Wintertree
Dreamers deMilo
Gruesome Twosome fanart

Beware! Here there be Avatars!
Deviants I owe gifts too:


Galleries to wade through:

~2beats *against-the-law ~akatsuki *ani-r ~Anuk ~AOey ~AoiRai ~AoiNoKitsune *asherluck *AtomicFireball *b33lz3bub *BellZ *Beloved-Creature ~BeRn- *betteo ~BigBoyBoon *bleedman *brighnasa ~burch00 ~camilkuo ~Capoeirista ~Clockwork7 ~copyrezo =CranberryAcid *Crudity :`cosmosue *Crithon ~ctznfish *DazedPink ~Desdemonia ~effervescentfx *elsevilla =Endling *Etoli ~evil-goma ~Exzachly ~fauxgravity *feimo =Funerium ~gabrieldevue *girltripped *Grim-Amentia *heise ~HebrewGod ~horrormove *ippus *Ironshod *ismaelalvarez =ivybeth *janaschi ~jason77 ~Jethyn ~jigenbakudan ~joshyn =KaikiFreAk ~KannyL *Karbo *kbrandt *kitten-chan *klar *kris-wilson *kmye-chan ~Lady-Twiggy =larafairie *larenn =lian-blackdream ~LithiumKitten ~living-oxymoron *loish ~Lysistrataa =madpimp350 =Maria-Ylla ~massive-destruction ~matsurus =miaow *MDMartin =megoboom *messa *michmellow *mimi-na =MincedNiku ~minties *mythchan *NataliaTaffarel ~Natalie79 *neomonki ~NinscheBiensche ~nolavon *Oi1Bob *Petite-Madame ~polawat *RalphHorsley =rannsama ~raybies ~reapersun =reed682 =reiq =RizyuKaizen ~RobertK *RYE-BREAD *Saimain *sayda *SB-Gothic ~sketcherkyle =Smidy *souls-poison *sorskc ~suicidal-cow *surfeit ~Tashshi *Teh-Dave *trenchmaker *TroubleNight `twosilverstars *ursulav *Vhea *visioluxus *zeiva *ZurdoM
Holy mother of crap! There's 119 names in that list.

An exercise in procrastination. 100 Challenge.