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At Emma's House 23-08-05

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Voyeurstic guilt,
watching where I shouldn't be.
Faces flicker blue and white,
in the sickly light of the TV screen.

I want to be near them,
run my fingers down their skin.
But who do I feel jealous of?
More for her or him?

Lying there above them,
false sleep with open eyes.
A chocolate dipped illusion,
a blankly staring lie.

Love and lust lie intertwined,
the pendulum swings slow.
My fingers swinging back and forth,
while voices whisper low.

Voyeuristic guilt,
watching where I shouldn't be.
Faces flicker blue and white,
in the sickly light of the TV screen.
This is a wierd one. But I was going through a really bad time in my life. I'm guessing there are only three people in the world who would understand what it means. And none of them are deviants.

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Is this metaphorical or literal? 'Cause it seems literal.
It looks like you were pretending to be asleep... and you were having a great time watching. Which is normal. And dodgy.
Did this incident contribute to your realisation of your homosexual tendencies? If so, how much?
Or ought I to ask by way of DevNote/letter?